Now that I feel remotely in control, and back in my senses; I can conclude tonight marks an experience like no other. I shattered my consciousness. I witnessed the death of my ego. The feeling of melting and becoming one with my surroundings was unbelievable. More so, the moments I lost my “self” were beyond comprehension - it is painfully overwhelming to fathom the occurrence, yet understanding what happened is so gratifying.
I have seen everything. But the “everything” was nothing.